1 人生第二十个十年

2011-02-28T19:50:00.000-08:00

It was my siaozaboh Carmen Tan Jia Wen's 20th Birthday yesterday . The women was so *punctual *, she told me 3pm waited at Bangsar village , and I really punctual rushed there in time . Usually I won't be punctual , I didn't know why I do so LoL . So we ended up managed to meet up around 4pm at Marmalade.

After so long never met up with high school buddies ,we could still talk like no tomorrow .It's worth it after all waiting . had nice place , nice food and nice conversations <3

新年发发发!

2011-02-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

I don't know since when I stopped blogging , and don't know why am I here to update this neglected blog today .It's been around 5 months ever since the last post . Don't even know where should I start this post . so maybe I should start with this my Chinese New Year 2011 (:

this is the first chinese new year I bought the least clothes . I finally managed to get a cheap and nice quality cheongsam from midvalley for chinese *nin choe yat* . So here it goes , went back to Tanz family for a reunion dinner ......
Every year , our cny reunion dinner is fully attendance , but sadly this year we have lost our uncle .Who was passed away in nov 2010 .We miss him so much . Anyhows, he is always kept in our hearts , hope he was watching us from heaven and we had this dinner together .

Tanz flowers !

me and coco

again tanz flowers without make up :D

doggie baby also has her new clothe.

my entire fifteen days of chinese new year was basically gambling , drink, eat and gambling .

then HUATTT AH !

THATS IT AHAHAHA .

Lost and Found (;

2010-10-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

Holla peeps !!

hahaha I was eagerly to update my blog few weeks back , but I found that I have forgotten my blog pw .
(swt -.-)I kept on trying and trying it was still wrong until just now out of sudden password poops in my mind hehe . so here's another update for ma blog . ^^

2010-08-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggies !

Suddenly there was an strong inspiration drag me here to blog . lol! my blog is finally revive after dying for so long . I know I'm a suck blogger who does't update all the time .So yea , it has been couple of months since my last post . Let me update a little of u guys...

First of all , my studies,trial exam is coming in a month time and yet I am still sitting right here . As you all know I am taking up this sucky path STPM , which has drag me 2 years time . I am actually a little regret for now , cause it's too tough for me and yet I need to keep on running to catch up or else I will be drowning inside . For now I only keep persuading myself with just couple of months the I'll be free like birds (; wheeeeee.

Secondly , it's partyyyyy . It's was an all black party as well as Marvenie's birthday !

Party , and party and party all night long !!!

Couple of weeks back (; Desaru + Melaka

I was kind of got cheated to this trip . lol somebody told me it's around 4 or 5 hours to Desaru where is located at Johor . We ended up took around 8 hours to reach the destination . But lucky was we did had our great time there (;

lol , the wave was too strong !

mom and dad (;

to be continueeee (;

2010-06-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

Update In Progress ;)

Take it up , swing it away .

2010-06-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

It's enough for me to update all these sad and emo .I really wanna update about something great and happy in my life ,sadly there's really nothing much and worth to make me happy or feel great :/

The only thing recently which makes me put on a button "like" is dancing. I have been suffering from various of stress .Dancing isn't a bad remedy as well . I might take up some dancing class ? yeah , as in belly dance or something which I have keen on long long time ago .

I have no idea whether it works for you guys , but it kinda works for me . Which is whenever I am focus on something else , I might forget the previous I focus one . So yea , what I mean is , if you're feeling depressed or torturing . You should try not to focus on them and try to fall for something else .

I got inspired by reading a book called The Secret . A very famous philosophy book on my shelf which was bought don't since when ages ago . It is written there the law of attraction says that like attracts like . But we're really talking at a level of thought .Which means whenever you are thinking about something , you're actually attract the like thoughts to yourself . ok , If I am not mistaken explaining it :)

This is how I realized .I am actually attracting more like thoughts to myself. I know that I miss him so badly , I even wanna hold back what I have missed. So I keep missing missing and missing him. It's no different from torturing . I would stop the missing , as in the like above and in order not to attract more missing to torture myself . Instead , I found dancing is another like for now . Well , it might not help immediately , but I know at least it will reduce my sorrows .

I will stop here and off to watch football .
ciaoz baybeh
xoxoxox (;

当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,

当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,

当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,

是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步???

2010-06-14T23:05:00.000-07:00

可能这样更能表达我的心情，

人不怕失败过，只怕你把自己放弃了，
好想卸下那每天都微笑的假面具，
好好大哭一场，
找个人能指点迷尊，
我最近都好像迷路了，
忘了理想，忘了所爱，忘了未来
一直就在颓废，

为什么？一瞬间的好像所有东西都消失了，
一切都变得好危险，很没有安全感，
我不知道我的未来是什么，
我知道不能只踏在原地不动，

我很想放弃，但又怕后悔。
我知道我一定会后悔，
最害怕就连自己想要的是什么都不懂。

2010-06-11T20:01:00.000-07:00

爱，没得重来，
过了等于错过了，放了等于放弃了
。真的，别再回头，别二度伤害爱的人。
也许，这就是证明你爱她的，最佳方式。

2010-06-07T10:00:00.000-07:00

爱情

本来就是不公平，没有谁对与错，
我才发现，原来最不会爱的是我，
是我从来都没给过机会你改变，
是我太想你变完美了，
是我太过自私，害怕受伤，选择退缩，
是我让我们的爱都不再简单，

爱到了不是因为有结果，是因为我们都有过去。

可惜的是一切都真的过去了，只怪我没有牢牢的去抓紧。

2010-06-02T07:49:00.001-07:00

Once again I remind myself , not gonna think of anything about him already .
For real , I hope I can do it . I know my decision was right :/

Goood night .

2010-06-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

I realize that from the moment I letting you go , I start missing you the next moment ):

& You won't know .

2010-06-01T01:07:00.000-07:00

~~Part of Life .~~

It's a rainy day , bringing my flu and sore throat in front of the screen and blog .

I really miss those times , I maybe made a right choice ? Did I ?

Everything has became too late , what I love isn't what I want . Is there anyone here reading this blog can figure out what I mean ? Something that you really love it , but you do not want to have it ?

Have been really stressed out these days , for the very first time that I outing with friends did not make me happier but tired instead .

When am I gonna recover from it ? How long would it takes ?

Museum (:

2010-05-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

Joined out Economy Society to Museum Negara for a drama competition last Saturday .Early in the morning 8.30am , dressed formally and waited at college .How weird ==' It was a very sleepy morning indeed .The drama was entitled as 1 Malaysia . It was kinda attractive in the beginning , after half an hours was torturing us to wait until our college people performed .

To my surprised , my college own the first place .Finally we get to eat in the afternoon . The most enjoyable time was it (:

After that , Made a very sudden decision with Miz Miki to go shopping at Pavillion . Had a great time with her. I got to say shopping make me forget sadness temporary .

Got home after almost 15 hours of staying outside (:

2010-04-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful sunday morning , it has been few weeks that I did not up my blog to date . I am gonna update a little about my daily time in college . Since I seldom do so , although how stress on the studies is , I would still able to pick up some joy ^^ . Here is some sharing about my recent college life .

She called Wai Kwan .a very lovely friend of mine , she's a little nyonya :)

It was the day we visited to Parlimen , everyone was supposed to dress like OL and traditionally.

form left ,me ,ykwan ,fish , and candy .

Next ,

They called KPC , which stands for Keh Poh Ci . they are also my college mates

from right elaine , tanzhijun (she has the similiar name if mine tanzheeyi ^^) , apple , me and fish .

All the girls in my class , the time when we were heading to choco factory (:

The time we have sports in college , volleyball training every thursday. Including camwhore ^^

Swimming time in college .

class pic . spoted me ?

On the other hand , here's the life out of college ....

Headed to painball with AH family . It was the very first time I played painball , might be the last time . I kinda like it at the same time I hate it as well , cause it was really hurt when I got shot . But undeniable it was a really great experience .

this is before the game and we should listen to the briefing . .. I wasn't even listening x)

actually the gun was kinda heavy, I was pretending to smile naturally .

and still briefing....

Part of the group ..

These are all the swollens I got.

this most hurtful one was actually not this , it was on my elbow one ><'

2010-03-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

Today is very memorable (:

nothing much , a completed one will be up soon .

ciaoz .

2010-03-20T22:55:00.000-07:00

A little secret time .

Yesterday was a extremely fullfilled and drained day . As usual I went down to petaling street for freaking account tuition in the morning , afterward accompanied my bitch Jw to grab her new toy at Sungei Wang . Nice LG phone aka *china phone* looks like only but it's not . I did not had a good impression of LG phones until I accompanied her to buy her phone . Honestly , I was a little influenced by her as well thought of LG would be my next moblie ?? hmm. ..

After buying phones , we headed for wan tan mee , finally we had got a little update of our pictures .right .

Came home to chill for awhile with jw . After that , we had our supper and sent her back home . Very sorry to say , I'm still not sure about the way to your home , but I have got a picture of it. x)

Got home around 12 ish . (:

2010-03-16T02:00:00.000-07:00

Ran Ran Dom Dom !

Hey buddies , it has been so long since I updated my blog . here's another one , I am currently in one week holiday. A so called holiday is going to have mid term exam after it , no mood . Yes! I got to study throughout the week , and have my own activities at home .

I'm so addicted to this drama series as well as the song , just a little sharing to you guys (:

Vanness Wu is so much hotter in here as I compare with last time . <3

and xiao xiao bing is so cute ^^

I have forgotten how many tissues were used when I watched this movie .

very nice storyline and touching !

2010-02-28T02:09:00.000-08:00

Everyone dyes their hair before chinese new year , while I dye on the last day of chinese new year lol . Prices are going up like mad during new year . So yea , finally I got my hair dyed yesterday , I quite like the colour but the problem is the previous highlighted hair still couldn't be covered by the new one . It turns out a little greenish .I hope it doesn't look that funny anymore , at least better ? please tell me it is .. lol ><'

Before .

After

Last but not least , Happy 19th Birthday to my beloved zimui Tan Jia Wen 陈嘉雯, see I know how to write your chinese name ,you thought I don't know only . LOL I have so many things to write yet I don't know how to put them in words . I have known this stubborn + sambat + cute women since form 2 if I'm not mistaken , that means my unlucky life started from 6 years back , jjoking =).Yes , we have been knowing each other for 6 years already . How time flies . 6 years also is not easy for you and me to get through it . All the days filled with laughters and tears are still deeply found in heart . Especially when I face with problems , tears shedding u're always be the tissue supplier x) . Do you still remember that time we stayed back for basketball in school , when I fell into the drain, leg was bleeding like shit ?I yell so many times nobody actually saw me lol that was impressive to me , you were the only one found me in there, my saviour.Alright , I will just stop here , it's endlessly to write about you and me. . ok u're 19th already no reason to be so sad . 19 isn't that old , it's just a number but just one more year to become 20th .lawl ... (:

cgoodnight and ciaoz ^^!!

在你眼里，

我看见了愚蠢的自己，

你幸福了，

我心酸也不是必然的。

我只能说，

以后的路我会好好走！

2010-02-25T21:42:00.000-08:00

My 2010 CNY Part 2 + Valentine's day (:

First of all Gong Hei Fat Choi to anyone who's reading this post . Brand new year , with brand new dream , I wish this year will be going better than last year. By the way , I have read the chinese fortune magazine , according to the Chinese Zodiac or Chinese Horoscope or however u call it I don't know , it says those who categorise as Sheep will get the best fortune this year ! Lol , I ain't trying to be superstitious but haha better be like that ^^

like for those

who're poor will become rich ,

who needs a boy or girl friends ? there's a queue , people lining up for you .

who're fell in sick ? will get recover without eating medicine

Score A for exam without studying ... and so on so on

hahah , that were only what I wish . so anyway , always be optimistic and satisfied with what you've is enough for everything . 所谓知足最快乐 (:

So , the night before actual cny was a reunion dinner . I was doing what every chinese suppose to do on that day , which was back to grandma's house a had a reunion dinner as well as gamble. Here it goes the

Tan -Tan family .

me and the Kimiko Tan jim me

my cousin bro Nicholas Tan

Emilie Tan , Michelle Tan . and Tan zhee yi (:

Emilie Tan and Mario Tan

and my bro is back ! Tan Wai Chuan ! ^^

Next ...

Valentine's day we went over to Pavillion @ Fridays .

It's the saddest day for all single ladies .Couples everywhere , even the menu of the day was only available couple set dinner . Lol so we ordered 2 sets of it . x.x' Anyhows , I had so much of fun and happy in the dinner , people sweet talked , and we talked about ghost stories instead ...

Emilie and I were cursing like shit about why flowers on the table , don't they know we're single ?? damn !!

this is the ugliest petals I have ever seen . ><'

lol , obviously our jealousy is leaking out oredi ... poor us .

my young pretty aunty , Kate Tan

Cousin Jenny Tan

fooooooooooooooooods!=)

It's tiger year wooohoooo !

Emilie Tan , Kate Tan , and Jenny Tan

After that , We headed to do fish spa ^.^

it's my very first time to do fish spa after hearing so long about this .

lol , my foot seem delicious to them .

she couldn't stand the ticklish ..

byebye !!! ^^

我没有说谎，我何必说谎，

你懂我的我，对你从来不假装，

请别以为你有多难忘！

2010-02-18T06:53:00.000-08:00

~~CNY PART I~~

I have nothing else better to do for now besides blogging , apparently to say I'm Jobless . So far my Chinese New Year is going normal , eat , gamble , drink and that is all . Not much nor less . Have been gambling four days in a row , no kaki gambling with me tonight ! i'm down ! LOL

Before chinese new year last day in college ,

see me ?

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Then , to the very first event before my CNY started was Ckk's 20th birthday @ PJaya

Tracy , Christina ,n Emilie

Then straight to the next round @Hush-hush

cheeers ~

Nell and I

Ck & Michelle

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Next , Jean's surprise birthday

it was partially success to surprised her if the dog did not bark when we reached ! lol , Jean next time you should act like u don't know when coffee bark . Anyhows , I knew u were kinda surprised and happy as well . Love you ! ;)

4 years friendship with a worm and counting on :)

Jupiterians

to be continue la .... ciaozz to gamble (:

2010-02-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

While waiting for friend come by to pick me up for dinner , I decide to update a short one here . First of all Happy Chinese New Year and Gong Hei Fat Choi to everyone , especially to all chinese . as well as Happy Valentine which falls on the same day of Chinese New Year .

Yesterday had a great one with [AH] for Ckkher's 20th birthday in PJ for dinner . After that we headed to HUSH-HUSH for next round .

Today , We made a surprise birthday visit for Jeanette who's going to turn into her 19th soon . She was surprised and nearly cried . Don't tell me u didn't huh , i can see tears at the corner of your eyes :P

Alright here's a short one , all pictures and a complete post will be done soon .

xoxo~zhee

平淡就是幸福~

2010-02-03T08:08:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna dye my hair by Chinese New Year , after suffering from my highlighted lala hair for 2 months , I've got a lesson from it .~~DONT EVER~~ try a hairstyle or dye a colour in rush ! I have got a few colours in mind and suggested by friends . Do give me some comments pleaseeee :)

I have no idea what's this colour above , but I love it the most .

decide one for me pls !

我想念，想念你的时候！

2010-02-01T00:30:00.000-08:00

Last day of the month

This is the end of january ?how fast it is , in the previous post that I said I will quit movies ,shopping and only during holidays,now I should eat back these words .How can I resist not to watch movies .. LOL ! Finally , I 've watched Chipmunks , Legion and Tiger woohoo in this week .

I bought Chipmunks dvd and watched at home .It's cute characters but poor storyline. moderate movie .

Next , watched Legion with friend in cinema .How many movies do we really have about angels? Well if you can name a few, I bet they don't involve them using machine guns and waging war on mankind. Needless to say, the movie itself doesn't sound that appealing to me. I love the premise of this story. If the movie is half as good as the trailer I will be extremly happy.I don't really understand the ending , why does the good angels revive ? when he is already dead ,blur much ? @.@

Thirdly ,

watched a very local so called Malaysian's movie which was Tiger woohoo with friends

.This movie is very funny indeed as for the first time they produce a local Malaysians comedy . Good job they've done , althought I find that they are a little copy cat of singapore's comedy ...not so bad lor

我爱你，

不因为你会有什么，

只因你什么都没有，

所以

我爱你♥

2010-01-27T21:14:00.000-08:00

Just started my college life about a month ago , project and homework are pressuring me . I hate bm , why must form 6 course in bm . I have never done a completed project by myself before even during high school time was like sharing information and exchange copying . Now , it's like I have to do it all by myself , if not I would be left out and can't catch up the next lesson .Arghhh !!!ANYONE CAN HELP ME ! :(

Chinese new year is in 2 weeks time , and where is my previous happy mood ???

2010-01-20T09:07:00.000-08:00

HUSH~HUSH~

Here are some posts which I missed out to post it up here , you guys know la I busy all the time ,haha kidding ! . Alright so firstly , my friend- Dj fingercross aka CK finally got his very first practically Deejay part time job which is located at Desa Sri Hartamas Hush-Hush !! It opens every Monday to Saturday 6pm-3am .We headed to his virgin show , it was not so bad it's a good place for you guys to chill and relax .and definitely with nice musics ^^ go supporting him!

Christina ! Sexy leopard * her clothes

they have a cool design , guess wad chairs are on the ceiling .

Beauty and the Beast[ckk&I ] ! well I am the beast , since he says he is the beauty waa .

GATHERING ~

Next , I had a little gathering with old school mates . Rachel , it's officially 10th years anniversary *proud proud dlinggg * :D

can you see me ? hahahhaa rachel your hair is classic wei! sorry ! xD

old friends

and also hartamasian gathering ^^

Christmas and Birthday gift ,

Received a postal parcel from Jia Wen , Today , I will wear it for the very first time . Thank you very much and I love it no worry ^.^ . I will keep it for now and forever, just like our friendship .

.....leng leh !!

Life is fragile , do cherish what you have is enough :)

ciaozz

2010-01-16T01:22:00.000-08:00

Argh !

Just came back from Petaling Street , I swear if i'm not tuition there , I wouldn't even go there anymore . As usual after finished my tuition walked to the nearest train station to go home. There was a guy came to us and asked us to buy bags . Common sense ,when you don't mean to buy a bag , you would be like just continue walking and give a smile or say thankyou .Out of sudden that f-king retard guy shot my leg with rubber band , I was shocked and thought of it was some insects bite me for that moment .So when I turned around , tht asshole was holding a stack of rubber band , I pretty sure it was him , so I just stopped a while and gave a stared and started cursing *&&^%%$*%&^% .

he had seriousy spoilt my weekend mood ! dump ass , seriously dump ass , no wonder selling bags in petaling street !!!

Next ,

I wanna wanna so wanna watch movie , there's a lot of movies I still haven't watched yet . even Avatar sangat-the- out- dated I know :(

1) Avatar

2) Woohoo

3)The spy next door

4)Old gods

i wanna watch all of it .. anyone ?? (:

2010-01-07T04:26:00.000-08:00

Each day gets better !

Just changed a new studies environment where's to TARC, but remain the same what I am studying . which is continue my form 6 life second part yea upper 6 . It's sucks , it's stressful , it's ridiculous hard BUT i won't give up. I should forget about what is called shopping ? clubbing ? or even movies :( but exclusive for online . Online is the only way for me to rest or release stress .Actually I am quite lazy to update my blog , so here's just a short one to keep this blog alive (:

so stil the same quote for myself or anyone of you who reads this post ,

it's not about how good you start the race that matter , it's about how you end it that's counts .

need a better life ? work a little hard ...

ciaoz xoxo <3

2010-01-01T22:48:00.000-08:00

Hey my blog readers , sorry for the lack of update . here is a consecutively updates from last week till the lastest . okay , lets start from my Christmas Eve .My phone rang non-stop with messages and incoming calls since 23th night ,all about eh where u go on x'mas eve ? or how you celebrate christmas eve ? As u all thought a christmas eve usually stay home and have a warm dinner with family eating turkeys :P yes , that was what I did , erm I mean kind of similary what I did .I hang out with [AH] family , headed back to our home where is 'Poppy' . and had a nice dinner 'Chivas' .

So before the party started in Poppy , we headed to Aloha and had fun with my auntie and uncle , since there was already heated up . That was the first and last time for me to go there , all old hags around @.@.

before party everything was just nice .

[AH]'s ladies

after party I was *dabao* ! fainting !wasted my x'mas eve just liketht :S

28/Dec/2009~31/Dec/2009 Langkawi trip with [AH] (:

We took a midnight bus to there , so that we could start our trip once we woke up from sleep .Sadly I had no nice sleep in bus , even though i tried my best to imagine my seat was a super comfy bed

Finally , we reached there around 7 ish in the morning . After our breakfast then to the ferry (:

**OLD TURTLE VS IQ POK SI **

For more pictures check out my facebook .

New year eve , something happened on me . I had a terrible new year eve - AGAIN ! The end of the story was I cried and i slept alone to welcome year 2010 .

THE NEXT DAY ~ 1/1/2010

~~JOGOYA~~

I have spent almost 2 hours to complete this post ,although it's a little not well arranged , hope you guys enjoy and appreciate .

ciaozz , xoxo :)

2009-12-23T05:22:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve~eve

Hollaa buddies :), I always have nothing else to update my blog besides outing with friends :[ yealo , please forgive me! Tomorrow is christmas eve how fast time flies , I still remember my last year christmas was being ffked . Someone suggested celebrating X'mas in genting , and asked me to book a room , I thought of it would be fun too.So then after I paid and booked and he ffked . So , I ended up wasted my last year christmas in genting with a few buddies :S Okay , lets back to what i'm going to blog today , went over to genting with family last friday . We decided to take cable car , the crowd was freaking shocked me there , no exaggerate there were roughly 500 people in front of me in the queue ,since it was a public holidays .

Before heading to Genting , stopped by strawberry garden (:

emilie you look like ah nehneh after came back form pangkor :P

Left strawberry garden , headed to take cable car .i am not lying , check out the crowd @.@

and after 2 hours finally !!!

cousin , lil bro and daddee.

eh tell me what you want when you posing like this xD

so here i end ta genting post . be right back (: ciaoz

2009-12-14T23:13:00.000-08:00

Last week . had a day trip with Selina and Seng in kl , they both come from Genting and Singapore, clubbing with [Ah] , as well as had a wedding dinner .It was suppose to continue my next event which was going to Kuantan for 3 days 2 night , sadly tuition class always be the one ties me up. So here's a little update for this neglected blog .

A day trip to Pavillion , Sungaiwang ,and Petaling Street (:

Then to the poppy poppy with [AH] (:

Selina <3

Seng

Three of us

emilie and fook

[AH]Nellie ,emilie , May

Ah boy

& Payam (:

The next day ,had a wonderful wedding dinner with family :)

Tan's family cousins .from left Locus , Christopher , Nicholas , Me , Emilie and Natasha <3

Grandparents & kakak ^.^

quote of the day :

sometimes you don't need to explain yourself to anyone ,

because the one who loves you doens't need it

while for those who dislikes you will never believe it .

so true !

2009-11-27T22:14:00.000-08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to [AH] CK <3

Dj fingercross in ta housee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our Ck boss finally turn into20th , he 's partially adult already . So yesterday night was his night of getting a silver key ,one more year to get gold key ^^ lol . We hitted Maison in order to celebrate his birthday , almost the entire [AH] family showed up . It was awesome and wild , everyone get high ! See ta pictures would prove better (:

Birthday boy

emilie & christina

emilie & yvonne ,

Nellie

emilie , may , i and nellie

vincent , christina , hsien, andy ,and kher

simon , andy and vincent

birthday boy and i

mandy and I

frm left (fill in the blank , i forgot his name , simon , christina , i and emilie

emilie , i ,and Christina (:

he got high !!

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Next , they celebrated my birthday in advance @ Grandmama's restaurant Pavillion

They gave me a surprise that just 6 people showed up for ta dinner at first , and they needed to leave early for something else ><" . Finally , thank god it was just a surprise . more pictures will be thrown up here later on .

stay tune (:

2009-11-19T02:38:00.000-08:00

Happily my com just got back connection yesterday , sadly I'm sick already since yesterday thanks to the weather these days . ><" I have absolutely nothing special to blog about , since i'm sicked already just stay at home and going no where . I am currently very addicted to this Hk tvb drama series called *Gong Sum Gai * , I just googled the name in english it is "Beyond the realm of conscience". I am sure most of you who understand chinese would watch this .

okay lastly , here's the first shown my new lala hairstyle on picture which I cut and highlighted two weeks ago.ok, you all may start laughing now ><" At first I thought highlight my hair would be cool , since I have never tried it before . Who knows the effect so freaking lala . hahahah I have got a shell already ^.^ . I would say being a lala is really cool , always entertain my friends . I being laughed non-stop :s

this is the hair before ~.~

okay byee .

2009-11-10T11:00:00.000-08:00

~~Just Another Insomnia~~

It's 2.am obviously I'm insomnia again ! I tried hard to sleep early like around 11 ish , kept rolling until 11.50 stil couldn't able to sleep .

Just done my freaking account work and have gone through the costing papers . I find that costing is actually more interesting than account , not to say it's easy .But it won't spins your head round and round like account does .I hate acc when I put so much efforts to look for the ans and it ends up with throwing you a boom , wrong ANSWER !!! really tear my heart apart ....

So yea i thought of doing some account works might be the best medicine to put me assleep , but it works the other way around , as I use my brain i'm getting more awake >< .

lol 2am camwhore ... got to admit that i'm really jobless .now T.T'

act like i love account

but actually

i f**k it . see those column ? headache really .

good night . or i should say good morning . since it;s already

2.58 am ..

ciaoz

2009-11-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

Hit ta ~~Poppy Garden~~ . @ friday

Made a sudden decision ,went over to Poppy last night . It wasn't so fun but quite fun LOL !

everything was just nice until I got flirted by a freaking random ugly man whose looks like an *accident scene* , know why ? because since accident scene is always sick and disgusting , so yea he looks like that.

*accident scene* says : hi , my friend wants to know you , can you come over to my table for awhile?

me : (shocked, since i see a yongsui ) : hahah , who's your friend ? i think it's okay , and excuse me can you get your hand off my shoulder ?

*accident scene* : am I so rude to you ? just come for awhile only ?(pulling me, freaking annoying )

me : just say hi for me then , i don wanna go over your table all my friends are here .(got potong mood , and

trying to look for help )

me : (giving eyes signal to vincent , emilie , and ck )

vincent : (being blur looking at me and did nothing, since he thought he was my friend ) x.x'

emilie : stonned there !

ck : wasn't looking at me at all ><'

me : ( shit !! )

finally , emilie stop stoning already and ask vincent for help !

vincent : yes ,your friend ar ? do you know him ?

me : nooo !

*accident scene* : (walked away )

Big claps to xiaobai aka vincent aka djdoubleU save my life

ps :: emilie your doggie actually very useful

okay pictures timeee ....

Haunt for mickey !! look for emilie and i stand somewhere!!!!

swimming can always make you sober , since andy's always blurrr blurr . lol .^^

I swim in poppy poppy =D poor ND got thrown into pool

upside down inside out all wet !

Okay, story ends here , ciaoz for movie .

buhbyeee

2009-11-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

Christmas Tree by L.Gaga :)

I thought of searching some nice christmas carols for ta mixpod on my blog , accidently found this gay video hahaha LMAO , real entertaining !! ^^ It's kinda weird remix of Deck the halls , but sounds not bad right ?

2009-11-01T08:48:00.000-08:00

~~CLOSED your eyes & you'll see things prettier .~~

Emilie & I went over to Peejay Millenium to do photo shooting for Rinara Spectrum in order to get more jobs :) . It was a rainy day again , and we had to look for the place . Luckily , my dad was the one driving . Raining only be my good friends when I stay at home and sleep . i love it ^^ . but when I go out it will becomes my enemies ><' I hate it very much . I should be thankful to the garming map to asist us to look for the place. Since it was hardly to find the place only refering to sign boards . U all know la Malaysia's sign boards never guide u to the right location .

So yyea, here we come Rinara .^^

more pictures will be uploaded .

Stay Tuned & Good Night <3

2009-10-30T20:06:00.000-07:00

I feel today is a wonderful Saturday ,although it's just a normal one as usual I still have to go tuition and i'm not going anywhere today :( , maybe it's a Halloween's saturday ? But who cares this is not an important day for a chinese like me .lol the only festival I am waiting for is Christmas only .

Btw , why am I so early , blogging in the morning ? This is like my first time ever blogging in ta morning .It's because I wanted to fold my blanket but someone*matzhut* is still sleeping like a pig ,so here I come to blog while waiting for the pig to wake up.But just blogging I don't think it takes enough time for her to wake up also , she seems doesn't has any signal to wake up x( ..sighh.

AAR is coming over to Malaysia today ,all the tickets are available for Digi's users .Sadly I have rejected AAR's concert due to tuition ><' I am so proud of myself *.*

Okay just two more weeks to go then set me free. exam mode now

Lastly , Happy Halloween to all my buddies

ciaoz for breakfast ......

2009-10-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

谢谢你不曾伤过我，不过我还是受伤了，
谢谢你给过瞬间的感动，与关心，虽然是你不知觉的，
谢谢你我每次在你面前出糗时，你都包容，(因为在你面前特别笨拙)
谢谢你的一切一切，

你的生日快到，
不懂你会跟谁庆祝，有什么愿望，要什么礼物？
但是这一切都好像与我无关似的，不过希望你是快乐的。

忍耐一个星期不看你的部落格，
删去了你的facebook，
我很开心我都做到了，
听见任何情歌，眼泪也不再打滚，
我也做到了！
*可是*她*听到了那首歌却在我后面流泪了*
you know who u are == '

我喜欢我现在的生活，
读书-->AHCLUB -->
AHCLUB-->读书
从不被打断，

还有很想找回我以前的一班朋友，
但是他们都好像把我遗忘了T.T'

今天的post 很不好，太多东西想写
就是没有灵感去表达，
对不起！！！多包含下，
我的华语只有六年级程度><'.

再见

2009-10-21T23:43:00.001-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Here are the shirts for AHClub designed by Emilie and I . Do leave a message if you wanna have one ^^ the price so far haven't been fixed yet , since we are still waiting for the quota . but it will not more than Rm 30 per shirt :D

Btw , A.H stands for Absolute Hwat ....

2009-10-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday to

Vincent Wong Wei Sheng !!!! :D

Went to Mon't Kiara Solaria with AH's family to celebrate this dude's birthday . They changed the place and I blindly drove around 40 minutes to follow them just to go to Mon't Kiara =.=' It was actually nearer if I didn't follow them. So yea , finally we have reached the place called Oleh-oleh Bali if I am not mistaken . I love the atmosphere there .....

Let's start party and eeeeeeat !

seeing elephant , tiger and leopard grabbing for foods ....lol :D

Ckher.
May and I
Alcohol session ~

10 seconds pouring time . poor birthday boy-Vincent .

Xevior
Kher
Ck boss

i love the horns coming out from my head :D nice capture

After that , ShiSHa session ~

ciaozz

2009-10-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

Just got a job introduced by May, it was a super grand launching event by Tignet Gold Golbal Company. we worked as an usher for a night . I am currently drained but it was enjoyable ^^ , my head now is still spinning around with those red carpet , pure gold jewelries, musics , pretty models and hotties and so on so on ....

well , since I can't describe much in words so yeaa .Just let my pictures speak for me

leader's briefing

In the rest room

Group picture .

The photographer- Rizal he is very nice !

clockwise . me , Nellie, May , Emilie , and Shydaa (:

Nellie left and Shyda right .

May and I

Emilie , May , Nellie

Get ready for the next round !
I sat so *politely* !!
breaktime !

camwhore while waiting .
siaopohhhh emilie rabbit teeth><

Grand & Luxury !!!Salute them , they had been standing there around 2 hours if I am not mistaken , and every 10 minutes changed a post x)

okay byee.

2009-10-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

(:

Harrr low ! people I finally still have absolutely nothing to blog about , just update a post in order to inform you guys that i'm not dead yet just as this blog ^^.
Okay, I've just spent 2 and half hours to do a account . Yea , u didn't read wrongly I actually did my homework. I guess i'm enough of being a decadent and sluggard ><" . Anyway , should I proud of myself for finished up my accounts ? NOoooo , because I was so darn mad when I didn't get the same answers .Ps:: there were three methods to do that questions and i was suppose to get same answer with different method . but I get three different answer instead .><' I was nearly bang my head on the wall, saying that why la zheeyi so stupid /seicun?? That's why I need to come here to expose and calm down myself , then only continue with the rest later !I won't give it up anyhow !

Secondly ,

Happy Belated Birthday to My Beloved DADDY (:

his 44th years old birthday was yesterday . the hottest and the best father on the planet .

I love you no matter how...

jw knows why :)

ciaozzz

2009-10-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Kimberly Yap Zi Yen (:

First of all , I'm sorry that once again I have forgotten your birthday ,but how to you expect me to remember your birthday when you never look any older ??? hahhahaah LOL honestly I really forget , but not forget just too slow to remember ... is it a good excuse ??? okayy , anyhow still wanna wish you have a blessed and great birthday .<3>

sorry !this is the last picture we took ever since prom :(

I should catch you up and update some new one (:

2009-10-04T22:27:00.001-07:00

AHHHHHHHHH !! :D

Hanged out with the "AH"gang for Mooncake Festival Eve not eating moon cake under beautiful moonlight but a steamboat dinner instead . It was supposed to be 7.30pm , all Malaysians' timing reached around 8 something . Emilie and I went punctually, got to reserve seats for the rest . (Emilie next time when they say 7 means we reach at 8 ok )

Honestly , the steamboat and barbecue wasn't that nice , some of it were not even cooked, skill problems! I know .But , I've still enjoyed seeing people unprofessional cooking , clumsy looks ,being scald and so on , It was more like a war than a dinner on the table ...

okayy pictures time (:

I'm lovin it (:

me ,Ahvin , Ck

*two goofy* Ckher& ND

Dj double U , and fingers cross

Emilie + Jason

LOL !look at the table O.o'

So , Wishing all the best luck , and onggg to my dear Emilie.Her big day PMR falls on this Wednesday .!!!! Gong hei saiii (: get a good result like straight A's got me sleep with you for a night ??? hahahahaah )

Let's work hard together, my finals in Oct too !!!after this we will MondayTuesday WednesdayThursdayandFriday !! Partyeveryday!! Partyeverydayyy !!!:D

2009-09-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

School-free (:

First few days went to Epoh and Pangkor with family . It reminds me of the school trip over Pangkor three years back a lots of memories *.* . Obviously the water and sands are so much dirtier than last time . that was the first disappointment , secondly headed over to the canteen for lunch sadly there was nothing better to eat besides nasi lemak .We had to take cap or bus which cost us rm60 one way .wtf right I know !!! they were like vampire sucking money instead of blood . The entire trip was quite boring wasn't as fun as it used to be . There's nothing else I get from there , and guess what I get cough , flu , and headache at the very first day ... Congratulation zheeyi !!
pictures time

Peace !

On our way there !!!

dirty seaside ><"

yeay CLOT (:

beautiful shells look like butterfly

marry my foot !!hahah i look funny *.* mouth opened
swimming

cycling around the island was quite fun

and finally we were like dead fish ! drained 99

A very first picture of pohpoh on my blog (: she looks happy :)
I was on the phone babi snap picture !

they fool me said the cap could be opened by lighter ><'

I blindly believe them

Good bye Pangkor!

*sorry Michelle there were actually more pictures ,but I lazy to upload ....

25 -9-09
It was suppose to celebrate Mich's sweet sixteen at Poppy Garden . Sadly she ended up did not manage to show up because of no transport :( It's okay i still love you :)
It's was a bikini party , I expected to see loads of hot chicks dance around with bikini but sorry it was very least . But still no regret of going there because of DJ MIA , she was awesome hwat
and her remix was great, I give two thumbs up .She made my night , even though I was not feeling that well . yeayy hope she will come back again from US (:

The Dry Ahvin

Mr Andy aka Mr blurblur

ck the girl behind so happee :D

Bumped into ArnoldLiew (: long time no see The wet Arvin after jumping into swimming pool !!

Lovely Bee Wei (:

Lastly , Dj Mia ,she is pretty hot . I miss her and her remix .

She remixed it , riverside I gotta feeling , it's pretty awesome check this out > http://dipdive.com/member/djMIA/media/78453

ciaozz

2009-09-14T05:02:00.000-07:00

</3

Snow White, Cinderella, Rapunzel. All about wanting a guy,being saved by a guy

. Today its Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Pocahontas. All about getting a guy. So basically we are all screwed up because of Disney.

You don't need to hold my hand this time,

You can either walk beside me or walk away.

I don't need you to comfort me this time,

Cause for once I feel like I'm gonna be okay.

...................................................................

........................................

................

I hope i'm recovering :(

2009-09-09T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hello Kitty !!!.

As usual went to school today , heard meowing~~ early in the morning

I thought somebody was imitating some cat s,who knows my classmate found three kitties inside a box :D hahaha they were pretty cute and adorable .

We were studying with it through out the day , but only a few of the teachers

realized there were kitties on the table , since our classroom is a lab and with

a large table . It was kind of hard to realize as well .

Beewei slept with three little kitties in class :D

*********************************************************************************

They remind me of my little kitty which I rear two years back , it was actually

my dad picked up from a rubbish bin . It was thrown by some cold blooded

people , even it hadn't opened its eyes yet. Sadly it was dead I guess because of

it refused to eat without its mom . I still remember that was a raining midnight ,

and since that was my first time of rearing a pet , I thought it would feel cold since

it was raining . I found some cloth to cover it and fed it with milk . When i fed it

only i realized that the milk dripping out from its mouth and it was actually dead x.x

I feel so guilty every time I reminisce of it :(

May it rest in peace , and may it reincarnate not to be a abandoned kitty anymore :)

Good bye kitty

2009-09-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

朋友仔

我想用华语写，不会看的华语的朋友自己查字典吧！
今天没有去学校，因为失恋大过天麻，(其实是我自己睡不醒而已)

最近的我很想散散心，诉诉苦，本来这个月有个Penang trip 的,看来要泡汤了！

不放假还好，放假了麻烦事一罗罗！

不想待在家，因为我一个人的时候会想起他，所以约了出去喝茶！

Emilie扮yeng 的时候!!!

Ahvin 六连拍！！很可爱 :D

CK 老大加帽子

虽然不常见面，还是聊得很开心，至少让我暂时忘记烦恼，

聊话中我发现我们都长大了，因为我们会聊是非 xD

这个茶，蛮贵的，但很好喝！有养颜美容功效，不懂真不真！

从天亮聊到天黑，然后回家！一天又过了。。。

2009-09-05T23:54:00.000-07:00

Family day <3>

Went over to Low yat to repair my camera , didn't get to fix so Dad bought me a new one x)) i have a new toyyy !!happyy

Afterwards , we headed over to Quattro for supper , planned to bring my lil bro Dickson into Winter place, but they prohibit due to he is still under age , hahaha then my mom said let him come himself nextime. ( if it is still exist after 8 years ??) so no choice , headed back to Spring to have a supper before going home . Honestly , I don't really like life band , but since last night it had changed my point of view . It was actually not that bad , at least there was a cute guy playing electric guitar xD LOL !! and also the rock and roll of cause .

My Little bro -Dickson

and again

Me N Fries

Emilie in ta house <3

Dad and I n his half opened eyes xD

she doesn't allow me to show her face . so yeaaa here it is

Last but not least , this was the hwat guy I mentioned .

He called Jurion if I am not mistaken , he was so friendly and asked us to tag him on facebook .

well I don't really know how to spell your name . sorry !!

He is performing every Saturday over there *support*support* :D

2009-09-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

Double Sagittarius

Today was another extremely drained day as well , straight to Mid Valley after

school to catch Final Destination 4 , since somebody is leaving town on Sunday ;[

For the movie , it's was a thumb down ,scary !! . Not as good as the previous one =[
Afterwards headed to eat meeshua , didn't really snap any photos today ,

due to my camera spoilt already x.x' . Anyhows , kk thanks for everything today :]

sorry ! I siok sendiri saja .

and hello again !!

okay got to ciaozz to take my shower now .... byee buddies

2009-08-31T03:33:00.000-07:00

29th August 2009 -Michelle's place & Quattro night

First station to Michelle's house , took a very bery long way to Ampang .Since Emilie and I thought of the new highway would be better and nearer way to go Ampang . Who knows we took roughly 1 hour ++ to reach her place . Reached her place then moving on to partyyy !! I am extremely drained now so yeaa as usual let the pictures speak for me .

before going to Quattro charged our energy at Kopitiam !

After that ,

On our way there !!! Lets start partyyy xD

Michelle and I *peace*the lenglui Venez This is the winter at Quattro with ice table and chair so coool ~. The

temperature was freaking cold it was roughly -12celcius , smoke could really come out from ta mouth while you talk .

and this guy .I forgot his name .

Btw , we spotted Tan Boon Heong at Quattro as well with all his friends .Well , I didn't know that he is that tall compare with him on tv . We wanted to take a picture with him but too many people around him already .LOL

Went back to Mich's home sweet home 5 in the morning . ZzzZzZz..

The next day .... 30th August 2009 Merdekaa

So before we going nowhere , charge our energy again at Sakae ,Leisure Mall .

I-don-like-tht-complex

After that headed to Venez's super huge house . We planned to go Lookoutpoint sadly we don't know the way there :( .Then Mich said want to play Mahjong hou-em-hou? , being ignored hahhaa x) Lastly , Poppy >?
everyone Yeayyy !!

meet up again with keke and waiting for ta fireworks =)

While waiting for it , we camwhored ... roughly after 20 minutes we have been waiting so long, finally we counted down to 12. 5 to 4 to 3,2,1 hahhaahah everybody looked up to the sky shouted merdeka waaaa where is the fireworks hahhaha nothing happen ,No fireworks played x(

Passed 12 , still waiting for roughly 10 minutes ..... then headed into Poppy .

meet up with my long time no see big bro Ck. !

and another long time no see boy- Ahvin
Emilie & I

and again mr Voon & I
The Dj .Jonathan

more pictures will be uploaded sooon , ciaozzz everyone xD !!!

2009-08-28T10:44:00.000-07:00

It's already 1.45am , same problem appears insomnia,and i'm afraid of ghost *after watching loads of horror movie* later I need to put a lot of pillows around me , so that I can feel the safety.*yea even though i know it is useless . Okay as I've known time really flies , next tuesday starts school again . *i'm getting sick of it already ,slap ta principal><' . I thought of spending my holidays productively , Planned to visit Epoh friends and relatives , a vacation to a beach ,meet up with friends, and many many more but obviously I've failed to do so.shit tanzheeyi barbi i hate i hate myself ! %^F#U%C*^%K$@& argh I don't want to waste my holiday this way.

By the way ,since i am insomnia and jobless now. I really need toblog so much about this b!tch . I have never shot anyone
in ma blog before , today here it comes I
guess You are darn proud to be shot by me hor BIAAAATCH !
Helping someone to shoot 9 you actually , if you are a human being
pls to something being like a human but not a bitch .like to *F*
around in people's bed , dirty people's place u know or not ? You are
darn lucky to meet a friend like X, worry about you this and that. Ended up
what X got was just a lie. It's a humiliation for X to have such friend like you, you know . Somehow I hope what X worry would really happen on youbitch. Spending so much time on cheating people's money, struggling much thatyou are not carrying a fake branded hand bag or maybe proving thatyou are damn fucking high class ? I didn't know this is like all about your life , non-other than these words to describe you lame and meaningless . X doesn't shoot you ,doesn't mean that she agree
with you , she was just being tolerate ,if let me know u do this again I would shoot you face to face *99.com* stupid siaozaboh .Okay i'm done with
shooting you , hope you can celebrate your
mother'sday at your age sixteen. biaaatch .
gtg ciaozz !

2009-08-26T08:14:00.001-07:00

B. E .M (bobo,emilie,michelle)

Michelle came over two days ago , and stayed over my house . She just went back , we gonna miss you (:

We had the urge to catch a horro movie since it was an official day

of ghost festival hahaha . Three of us crazy much , so drove to

Pavillion around 8'ish ,we watched" The Screen at Kamchanod"

we sesatsesat there finally we reached !!! I really had no sense of direction :(

We were more likely picnic than watching movie ,Mich bought 9 puffs ,

I bought donuts , Emilie bought marshmallow and drinks . hahahahah

after hiding all the foods here and there ready to get into cinema ,

they did not check us =.=.

In the cinema , like usual we laughed instead of terror while watching

the movie , don;t know why every horror scene turns out to be funny

when it came to us . We laughed until the girl in front of us turned

around a scolded . When she turned back , we continued laughing

. hhahaha really annoying ! i know .

my phone automatically snap a shot when it aims something amazing hahah .

not my fault sorry michelle ! xP

Headed to Kepong food court for supper after movie . Reached home, took bath

, chitchat & 38 with them . We slept aroound 3ish .

The next day , Emilie and I had tuition so go nowhere . At night

,Babe Emilie had some argue with her Dadee*s.lou.y*hahah

so Mich and I bought some snacks and beer to her house, in order to cheer her up .

We looked like auntie that time , so uhrmpp excuse me , can't see our faces .

cheeeeers !!

We three had so much of fun of gossiping xD ! Chit-chat until 2 ish

, but I only get to sleep around 3 ish , since my nostrils are blocked and

I got to use my mouth to take breath damnit!!

Saw this dress through Vivi's website . so nice !

okay gtg (:

2009-08-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

家

我的家表面上很完整，事实上它是什么，我想我找不到答案

我很想它是美好的，但不懂要怎样把它变好，也不懂它哪里出错了！

我很想死，这句话是我平常最讨厌别人动不动就说要死的人。可是

今天的我真的很想说这句话。虽然我的问题是重复的，仍然不会解答。

我到底是哪里出错了，我不想每次遍体鳞伤的收场却的不到答案。

他说我怎么不好怎样不好，却没有说我可以怎样！他说唯一的方式就是让他发泄，或

消失！有谁能跟我分担一下。。。。现在的我很累了！

2009-08-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

Finally I am holiday , feeling like free form jail or maybe like a bird flying out of its cage , no stress no accounts no studies for the next ten days woohoooo~~ H1N1 also will stop spreading in this ten days as well . * i wish

Isn't he hawwt ?

So I just came back from watching G.I JOE with Emilie , we just simply bought this ticket since we did not get The Orphan . We didn't expect that it was that awesome , with all those high technology effects made us amazed and laughed a lot . I think there's no plots in this movie , it was all climax for me . It was because starting from the begins it was already a war with exciting scenes till the end still about war fighting .In my conclusion , it is two thumbs up for the movie .

We prefer buy our snacks at Jusco , instead of the cinema's (expensive and less choice ).

She was really greedy and couldn't make up her mind which to choose .

So I decided to snap picture of her greedy face and she posed =.='

My first time ever ate such big pack marshmallow in cinema .

more pictures of the day will be posted up later . Since I am really drained now .

Last but not least , Happy 23 years old Virgin still-Birthday to

Cherence Wong Sia Ling <3

okay now I am really drained already , got to stop my fingers jumping on the laptop . It's 1 ish already ciaozzz & goodnight !

2009-08-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

I have just done my MUET speaking test ytd , and I only got bench 3 not so bad nor good . Work harder get better lo . Monday is my first day of test , and now i'm still sitting infront of the computer BLOGGING :/ I just only finished small portion of what I am suppose to study . Too much to read when it's only the first test , I am starting to worry about whether I make the wrong decision to go form 6 ?So this is the first thumb down .

Secondly I hate the weather and smog these days , so darn hot and dry make me feel so sick. Left my hand sanitiser in car two days ago when I went to school and I parked in opened area who knows the sanitiser bottle gone melted . Can imagine how hot the weather was . I just closed up all the windows in my house , to prevent all the smog blow in , turned on the air con sitting comfortably here . and sh!t my mom was cooking in here , SMOKE AGAIN ><"!!!

Thirdly , my camera is spoilt until now it's not fixed . my phone sucks can't even take nice picharr how am I gonna live without camera, no pictures, my life is going to miss recorded . I wanted to buy a new one , but no money =( *mummy I want a new cameraa. **both hands thumb down ..... x.x

Here are some pictures in school wanna share with you guysss !so that somebody can stop asking how am I doing recently this and that!!! this is what I am doing lurr .

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Alright ! Got to get my ass to study now . Good bye buddies @!@

** It's not about how you start the race that matter , it is how you end the race that counts (= I think it's so rightt , don't you thinkso ?

2009-08-10T04:03:00.000-07:00

So LIVE YOUR LIFE !!

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Hey people, I have been deserted by current life for sometime indirectly this blog also get deserted .In addition, I was kind of emo these days .By the way , I should have make a post at 01: 23min :56 sec on 07.08.09 this timing only available thousand years once . Sadly I have nothing to blog about on that day .

SO here's a update , my classmate and I were actually talking about friendship today . She shared with me that one of her friend actually committed suicide just because of his/her friend doesn't trust in her . The friend jumped down from 3th or 4th floor in the school and yet she didn't die instead her spinal cord was broken so badly and now she becomes invalid . On the other hand , the friends did not even visit her during the operation that's cold blooded I know!! However , somehow I just really angry with those who doesn't cherish their life .and just ended it like rubbish . They wouldn't think of how much their parents hurt when they committed suicide .
Oppositely , recently the swine flu is deteriorated, what I know the latest update was 26 people relate to death because of H1N1 . There was one kid who only 5 or 6 years old get infected by it and passed away and also there was one pregnant women also get infected and passed away after she has given birth the baby no matter how suffer she was .

Until here , do you guys get what I am trying to express ? In brief , I just want to pass this message to all the teenagers including all my beloved friends . Do cherish your life , and remember a life ain't life without obstacle , don't ever think of end your life no matter how , because this is most foolish remedy and yet commit suicide doesn't solve problems .

I was acutally struggling much from the problem I face , after I think through it
Idunwantobe emogirl but a happeegirl .

Good Bye EMO ~

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也许事与愿违，但不代表彻底失败

2009-07-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

What a w-e-e-k-e-n-d

Yesterday was dead dead DEAD tired , went tuition from 12 to 4.30pm. After that , headed to grandfather's birthday dinner . We all got so high even though with all those old hag songs . I hate drinking those red wine , made me throw up after eating so much delicious foods . Wasted , become hungry again !

me & the high class lala xD nicholas

daughtersssmotherssscheerss ! lala

Em'boo &Xiiao

After dinner , next stop we went over to Hartams Square !!! COWWW !! muuuuu ~~~

Went home around one ish !!

Today , Hanged out with Gnets worm Ee Li . Dropped over to her place , and she drove to OU . Thank god that i'm still alive xD showing off your driving license to me sommore , watch out sooner or later I will get mine . Had our Italianese lunch , not really delicious but super duper fulled .

Gnets actually hates chocolate !

big newss , she just got pregnant !

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Watched 17 again at jean's house . nice movie !! Zac is still the hot one . and btw I really get annoyed by the Kimi's picture at your pc there , it's like some body is keep watching me watching movie xD

okay ciaozz . good night everyone .

2009-07-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

Wonderful or WTF ?

Went over to OU with family and Emilie. Quite bored over there ,

we hang around lepak , lepak ,besides eating still eating . Emilie and I were really have nothing better to say , we talked about our future boy friend . She asked what if I get to know a guy through internet and he looks good , hot, handsome ,mascular and everything perfect . But when we meet up is a cacat guy !!!!! as in can walk but not straight cacat you get what I mean ? okay I would say I will not run away , but acting even more cacat than him and make him runs away form me xDxD

On the way back home ! Camwhore at the back

me , Dickson,Emilie

AND

lastly Happy Buffday to my brother WC , his 20th years old !

不要太介怀别人对的看法，

因为你才是自己的主人！

ok ciaozz ! :)

2009-07-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

Fortune brings ??

Woke up early around 8 something for driving practice . Then straight to test

, who knows the place was different from the place I used to practice .

Passed on the slope but failed at the parking part arghhhh !!!

who can be more *sui* than me now . Failed twice !Omg, I was like totally stunt there ,

I can't imagine I actually moron and stupid like that . Okay , I am speechless now ,

no point I talking about all these now . It's FAILED . I actually have never bumped the pole before ever since learning until now . Once I test only I langgar the fucking tiang .!!!!! Waited around 4 hours to get test under the big hot sun .So my situation was something like this , that grandmama's car got broke down when I tried

to reverse but it went infront instead . This infront compensation was really expensive , took me rm150 to retake x.x' .

Okay secondly , Emile had lost her puppy Cookies Tan last night . I miss it very much now , although it always annoy me , whenever I go to Emilie's house it always running here and there, licking my foot , biting my slippers and all . Now , no more! It's just so sad when you have living with something for three years and suddenly it got stolen,and we can't help it !It's just like part of your body got taken awayy and becoming cacat !!!!

For the fuckass who stole Cookies , they will lost some part from their body as well !!! Pray had that it eats well , sleeps well ,and shits well !!! No fear , god will bless it got back home :)

waiting for you back home<3

2009-07-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Books swallow me ? Me swallow books ?

So , I have officially started my form6 last week . Besides Math.S ,

the rest were not as tough as I thought .Still can catch up ,

but I know I need to work much harder than last time !

Xuze asked me to go college with him next year

, thought of that a while but my final decision also stay put . He cursed me sum more fail my form6 and follow him next year . Nah ! badmouth .... puii pui pui .

Okay , I was pretty shocked when I was told by my mom about the MJ's news early in the morning. I was like : what ?? sei jor( die already) ?

Well,as I said do precious the one you want to precious from now .

Things are really unpredictable, and just happen like that without giving any signal . Mj just passed away right one week after my grandpa . Who knows who will be the next?

Once again may MJ RIP .

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PS:: ctjw babi when are we gonna meet up again ? Just spend me one of your sunday k !

2009-06-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

Do precious the one who you cherish .

He just passed away with peacefully ,
on the 19 June 2009 ,Friday in the morning at 9 something .

1921-2009

I missed to see him last face =(

He is always the respected and important one in my heart .

May God will bless him rest in a peaceful place ,

I miss & I love you grandpa ! :'(

2009-06-17T21:59:00.001-07:00

I've absolutely losted my mind with no direction ! This year seems isnt a good year for me , everything got postphoned . Nothing is accomplished , I'm such a failure somehow or maybe I don't have the luck .
Firstly , I just got the transfering letter form the current school , the government rejected me from transfering , it's due to the school I wanted was fulled already. Waited for couples of weeks , and such answer I get . So it's okay , now I am applying for other school , and yet they asked me to wait for another three weeks again . I'm tired , I'm frustrated already!!! That means I'm officially starting my school in July ! :( Now, the only thing , I rely on is tuition and never miss my tuition ! If I still didn't get the transfer , that means I am going to Help college already =( .
God knows it's my destiny ..... ended up need to go college ?

Secondly , I have just failed my driving on the slope. another shit happens on me , the next driving test will be postphoned until July .Its july again..

Thirdly ,my grandpa is now in serious situation ,my mom said he would leave us anytime. We're now very worry whenever we pick up any phone call from Ipoh . Pray hard for him , and may he can leave us peacefully without any suffering :(

2009-06-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

Watched "Drag me to Hell " with Emilie , we planned to watch 17 again or maybe Night in ta Musuem, but both also didn't get to watch . Okay , it was horroble but not really horror , we laughed instead of scared. lol that Auntie is very ugly and stupid . Watch and you'll know why I laughed .

Just started school , I am sick already ,screw it !!!

Read this from the temple in Ipoh , it really does turns my mood.share with you guys x)

So, if you could understand chinese and you're currently moody please read this !

从前有一位叫阿布拉杜的哲学家兼宗教家，他一生都保持快乐，也没有人看他忧愁过。每天他总是笑眯眯的，似乎他整个生命就是一种芬芳，存在是一种喜悦！日后一日，年又一年，他都这样活着；终于他年老了，身体很虚弱了，快要死了，他躺在床上，没有忧苦，没有悲伤，仍然快乐的笑着。他的弟子很疑惑，就问了老师说：您现在快要死了，我们都很悲伤，而您却在笑，这是为什么？难道有什么滑稽的事让你一生笑个不停吗？您一生为什么没有悲伤过？甚至在面对死亡，你居然还在在笑，您是怎么做到的？？

阿不拉杜笑了说：[这件事情我也曾经问过我的师父，当时我十七岁，而且每天感觉很痛苦也很烦恼，。我师父那时七十岁，他坐在一颗树下，无缘无故在笑，那里没有其他人，也没发生什么事，更没有人讲笑话给他听，而他却无缘无故的在笑。]当时师父对我说：[孩子，我年轻是也曾经像你一样痛苦，但后来我开始明白了，我明白悲伤与快乐的分别，悲伤与快乐都是自己选择的。悲伤是我的选择，欢笑也是我的选择，所以从那天起，我就选择欢笑，这就是生命，这就是我选择的生命。]

阿布拉都说：[从那天起，每天起床，我的第一件事是对自己说：[阿布拉都，今天你选择了什么？是选择痛苦？还是选择快乐？结果我是选择喜悦。]现在我把喜悦的秘密告诉你们了，就像。我师父说的一样。阿布拉杜说：[至于你们是选择悲伤还是快乐，那就全看你们了。]

2009-06-13T01:26:00.000-07:00

Woo Wooo Wooo YEaaa !!!

Lastly , it was suppose to be a mos night ! but Micchie couldn't get in so we moved to the nearest club Coco-Banana ... hahahah it is cocobanana not *chocolate banana*or *banana chocolate* kay? LMAO . Okay , since I have never been there , who knows it was suck and big trap .We were cheated by its physical . No choice ! but anyhow we still siok sendiri in there , and we kept asking the Dj played certain songs . hahahah That Dj was quite *MATURE * like Michelle said , not old hor ??

i talked to her but she ignore =( deaf girl

she can't live without cigarette ! everypicture of you with cigarette =='
Em'boo

HAhaha after going so many places in the holidays , Em'boo gave the rank

1st Poppy

2nd Mos

3rd Quattro

4th Barcelona

5th Cocobanana
6th Supper

hahahah ! to be continue to difference of clubs in the next holidays ! Transforming back to normal life , from partygirl to become bookworm ! and here I need to clarify , I only go to club for fun but not *beikar* k hahahah bodoh !

it's time to be like this !

sayonara ~~

2009-06-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

hohohoh hehehe hahahhaa tomorrow , and the day
after tomorrow and theday after tomorrow tomorrow
parents went off for bussiness .
No rules , No curfew , No body
in the house hulala :)~~~

T707 sony ericson latetest upgrade of z610i , I want it x)

Epoh .

2009-06-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

After getting few hours of sleeping , awake by my mom this morning !Gosh , I have to get ready and go to Epoh . Such a rush one .I insisted to go back to hometown because I precious every chance to see my grandpa . He is around 87 this year and we all know that he will leave us anytime. He couldn't walk himself , I visited him just now and he already could not recognize me and even mymom . really sad !

my ah gong slept in the car , enjoying with the music we played (:

First day , if you ask me what is nice epoh , there are nothing other than the foods in epoh are really nice . Err , no foods picture only beverage , the foods temptation makes me forgot to take a picture of it .

this is not milk shake , but jagung !nice one *epoh lang*

this is mix-fruits , I ready ten bucks to pay ,
but it was only Rm 3.5 cheap oneright?

this is also mix-fruit but ice blended
most people hate this but i like it .

The next day , early in the morning went to jog at the hills . on the way walking up there spotted this emo monkey

on the roof hahaha!cute

Before leaving Epoh , headed to a temple .

like a heaven

I ciaozz llurr ...

2009-06-05T20:01:00.000-07:00

Poppy night !!!~

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First of all , Happy Birthday to this guy Mr.Bong . All of us really had a blast in Poppy last night thanks to you . I never thought of I club twice in a week , and yet I haven't die yet. because I drank coke instead of Chivas , and the rest crazy really use Chivas to cheer. Who knows mine was coke ? hahahhaa everybody got drunk upside down , and vomit inside out. but who cares all these ? the important was the Dj in Poppy was so hot !!! Guess what he looks 90% like Edison chen ,I should have taken a oicture of him .

Happy birthday!!

Em'Boo

me , Foon aka *the phone * & Cherence

my tao fu pok !!

Vyson . Cherence , & I

Cherrie*

me and Lou Xu fun

look at his clothes I would say hello,uncle Vyson !

(btw look at the bodoh at the back )

Em'boo

lousshufun , Cherrie , me

emilie and her boy !xD
tao fu pok again !!

Around , 2.30 I had to leave ! After picking up all the drunkards , around 3.00 only get to go home . before I left there , something embarrassed happen on me . Which was I fell down on the stairs , everybody got shocked and they thought I was drunk =.=' okay , and quite numbers of people looked at me that time *fishfish*. hahahahaha
okay so that's it .

2009-06-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

Heads spinning round and round

Went over to grandma's house for dinner , one big family over twenty people in ta house . Tan Family's Night . After dinner went to *baobingg*炮冰 again since Michelle and Melvin never been there . Okay , the ice there really bao my teeth , went there almost twice a week，can't imagine if I go there everyday my teeth will still exist or not . Afterwards , we made a sudden decision to go Quattro club, hohoho this was my first time there,I have heard about it long time ago . Finally , it didn't disappoints me . Almost all the songs the Dj played were nice . Couldn't stop shaking ta asses haahahaha . Pictures time

Em'boo

miss notorious

Emilie and I plus one bodoh at the back .michelle

Tan family , michellse , kate , emilieem'boosmile (:em'boo & michelle

top right :The Sun , me , emilie and don't know who i forgot her name x)

Em'boo , Kenji , Kate , Michelle

headache like sh!t now , okay Byee Happy Sunday !!!! (:

没有你依然自在！

2009-05-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

Since we both stupid counting fingers and over bored at home . Yes it's Friday and also end of weekend , how can we stay at home right .... so we decided to go sing K . Emilie & Kar yen & Kar wai & me ! Random and sudden outing .Anyhow we had so much fun there , Kaywai still like how he used to be crazy and humour much .

现在还是很想唱声， 我给你最后的疼爱是手放开！

Tagged

2009-05-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
cheek
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?-headache , even tiring
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?-Dickson
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?- quite
5. Will you ever donate blood ?- yup
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?- yes , ofcause
7. Do you want someone to be dead?- yes, all the rapist and robber please
8. What does your last text message say?- hey wanna go tuition with me ?
9. What are you thinking right now?- nothing is right in my mind
10.Do you want someone to be with you right now?- yaa. either him or my bestie
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?-3.30am i drank nescafe x( that's why headache this morning
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?-don know, mom bought it
13. Is someone on your mind right now?- yaa is that *parallel line again*
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?- huosan
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
jiawen
chung ming
kimberly.y
wheyjinn
gnet
trina
hollie
crystal
huosan
elyza
or anyone can do !

Weekend

2009-05-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

okay , it was a Saturday night again ! wheretogo -wheretogo - Emilie and I kept asking each other . didn't hang out the entire afternoon because of the weather , hate the weather nowadays extremely hot and dry . Finally , around evening rained heavily !But it's too cold , therefore went over to a place around time square for steamboat . I love the yinyang spicy pot a lot .

Sorry! my capturing skill was bad doesn't make it looks delicious at all . but it's really nice I swear
if you are those who likes spicy .

& this , this was the sauce I died for ... it was seriously spicy , but I don't know why I just couldn't stop my hand from dipping it .

see those slices of lamp ? my favourite .

loitering at Ts after that . chilling at starbucks

Sunday ....

As usual , went over to temple with my mom ..... woke up freaking early . After that headed to Sogo to buy bro's prom coat. Okay , while waiting for my bro trying his coat . Snap- shot out side !

Suddenly my mom said : gam yong ke yi pai zhao meh ? ( you can take picture through the mirror ? )

I : ahbuthen ??

mom: don't lie , how u take ?...

I: you see ( showed her the picture )

mom:waa ! I want to take also .....

I : don't want you're too fat , cannot fit you in the screen .

mom: ....... ( looking at me with her innocent face )

I : hahahah just kidding ! ok larh ..

he looks absolutely like a bridegroom my mom said . lol

( I think she eagerly wants my bro to get marry)

He ended up tak jadi buying the coat , because it was over Rm1000++ for only the coat .

*I thought there were gold or maybe diamond inside *lol

Went home for showering ..... heading to One Utama to haunt for the coat again !!!

he looks nice with this one , no more bridegroom .

Dickson my lilbro - another dwarfish bridegroom haha

okay that's all for yesterday and today.

Good night

I could have a better one ? maybe ...

2009-05-21T01:39:00.001-07:00

Okay , inhale~~~ exhale~~I am now feeling super duper worry .... I feel this year isn't a good year for me , everything that I thought was a good thing turns out to be bad . The bad one will never turns back to good . Damn it larh ! First of all the sui thing is , my driving test got postponed into next month due to the day I book was fulled already . damn it and they did not tell me earlier !! Okay , next sui thing is the school I want probably can't get in again , because they only give the first right to their own students from 5 to 6 . another shit again , I have prepared all my heart and soul and sacrificed the chance of going into college , now they are not sure whether there is a place for me or not. Somehow , I just feel very frustrated of what I am being . Whatever I wish , the wish will never come truth .or whatever I want , I will never get it . Even I buy a clothes , it will be either the size is finished or something else happen . It's just very baffle you know !!! I so wanna transfer school ....!!!! I don't wanna stay any longer here ....

Emm''Bo

2009-05-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday again emboo outing . We went to Sunway Pyramid to support her boy ! Wasn't bad also , got qualified into semifinals .Nothing much to blog about, now pictures time

on the way there !

after watching the competition , went over to sushi king for lunch ! her favourite , we dabao people's wasabi hahhahah !see those wasabi that I put ? one scope of wasabeeshe's going to kena

hohoho !! tears up drinkteaa !!

mission accomplished !!hahahaa

goodbye!

what about the future ?

2009-05-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

I have exactly nothing in mind to blog ,ok lets report about my currently form6 life .

Basically , TTDI isn't a bad school for form6 but butbut there are too many malay there . No offence ! .

I'm serious I do really miss those time in Hartamas with all the insane buddies around me .Going to transfer to SMKB

My mom asked me for the last time yesterday whether to go in help college or not . I

insisted NOOO !!! I am already one step in form 6 , and undeniable I can strongly feel the toughness . I don't wanna give it up now, at least I'll try the lower 6 first okay!!

I would very proud of myself if I am able to pass STPM hahah . That's what I hope so .

*Sunday I'm going to Sunway Pyramid with Emilie and supporting her boy who takes part

in ta street dance competition I guess , Anyone wanna join ???

okay c!aozz